So I lost my phone last night.
I will never have a phone as good as that one ever again. Me and my family are too broke right to even think of getting a phone like that again. -sigh-
It was fun having a smart phone for a while.
Oh and about that Christmas list...I can just expect to receive nothing on it. My mother told me if they get me a new phone then that's all I will get for Christmas. I guess I should turn that list into a "want list" then.
This also means friends will be getting late Christmas gifts b/c my mom had originally planned on helping me get them. Not anymore. I hate not having money.
You are probably thinking "why not get a job?" I will smack a mother fucker for saying such shit. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET A JOB! I filled out at least 10 applications and bothered the fuck out of the places to see if I can get hired. Nothing. Literally nothing. No call backs. Nothing.
This whole issue is far beyond just Christmas gifts. It's a money issue. The one issue that kills me the most. To be honest it's also tearing my family apart but that's a whole nother' story that I'm not getting into now.
I think what I need to do now is cry out my pain, eat some cookies, meditate, and continue to be positive.