Friday, November 30, 2012

My goth gyaru attempt (late post/pic heavy)

On the Monday that passed I went out w/ my bestie and decided to try a new gal look. Since I've been really feeling dark goth and rocker looks lately so I thought I'd add a little gal twist to it.

A full body shot of my outfit. I liked my outfit but now looking at it I could REALLY use some accessories. Some skulls, studs, spike's and the like. I know better next time. This look I will try again. I like the way black lipstick looks on me. Even though my parents found it scary. Which I don't understand but whatevs!

uuggghhh ignore that fucking pimple! ToT

Someone told me I reminded them of Harley Quinn from the Batman comics and said I should look into cosplaying her. And I think I just might. I love her so why not!? ^0^

Of course I had to make a silly face lol. My bf said this is his fav pic lol.
Anyways I really liked how my make up turned out. -pats self on back- lol

Pic spam now done. Tell me what ya think!

Friday, November 23, 2012

Black Friday gets!

This is probably the best Black Friday I've had in two years. In terms of the things I got. Now I can't say I had a good time w/ the family at Thanksgiving dinner. I...I just can't deal w/ them folks. I know you are supposed to love family but you don't have to like them! lol. Anyways on to my gets! (Sorry for the crappy web cam pics. Still w/ no camera. Hopefully you guys can still see the stuffs)

I love this black top. I have been obsessed w/ these blouses! I even got two more!

Needed this for my little acne problem recently. Just a few bumps here and there.

This dress.....I LOVE IT!!! @.@ Although this dress reminds me why I need to work out. My pudge shows too much in it

Finally go me the liquid liner I've been wanting. Can't wait to test it out.

I just needed a foundation powder to matte out the shine from my liquid foundation.

I received these nail polishes for free from Wet Seal b/c I spent over 30 bucks there. I'm more excited about that silver glitter one in the middle!

I got the make up brushes from ULTA (along w/ the eye liner and the foundation powder). It' was buy one get the second 50%. A mutha fuckin deal! Finally I have some brush to use. Now I need a palette lol.

 Here are the other two collard blouses I got. I loves them! I NEEDS MORE!!! >8O

The back of the blouse has a shear flower pattern.
Last but not least some new leggings! These fit so nice and they are thick (not too thick though). My butt looks amazin in them >83

 I was too happy shopping that I didn't even realize that my period had started. lol

If any of you went shopping on black friday please share on what ya got! ^.^

Now since I've been since 3 in the morning, I'm going to take a nap lol.


Monday, November 19, 2012

人生のアップデート (Life Update)

I'm more than sorry for not posting as much recently. I feel like I'm always making posts such as these. Right now my life is...or has been in this rocky place. Dealing w/ school, family, friendships, relationships, jobs/money (the lack of) and myself! Just a whole lot of things turning into one huge cluster fuck. It has taken a toll on me a lot b/c my mood swings have been crazy. I have been shutting others out and shutting myself away. While simultaneously trying to bring it all together.

This has also taken a toll on me style wise and artistically. My gal game has been at an all time low b/c I don't have the clothes to show for it. I mean I can take face pics of make up all day but I wish I could start taking more code pics. But who wants to see the same outfit every time? In my head I'm the most fashionable person lol but I just don't have the means to actually do it. By "means" I mean MONEY! And even if I wanted to take pics I have no camera b/c mine broke and all I have left is my web cam which can't take body shots w/ unless I'm super far away from it >w<. Just one thing fuckin up right after the other. By artistically I mean I haven't been drawing as much as I should. I'm an artist! This is what I want to do in life and yet I'm bumming around. This weird depression funk I'm in is something fierce. Never felt like this before.

With all that said and done I'm slowly feeling things getting better. I feel like something is turning in the tides for me. Since I'm trying to get into a new school (which I'm positive I'll be accepted into) I feel like a new chapter of my life is upon me. I'm nervous yet really excited. I also feel myself changing...internally and mentally. I'm hoping this is for the better. I'm using my struggle as something to push me forward. I don't want to be in this place anymore.

On another note...back to art. The latest drawing I've done was for my friend Michelle from FB. She actually paid me for it too. That was the first time I did a commission. I wanna do another! >8D I could use da monies! lol Here that piccy is:

I realize it now how hard it is to draw color things on photoshop w/ out a tablet. Cramped hands is not fun. Hopefully I can get a tablet for Christmas -crosses fingers- >w<