Summer to do list!

Before I get started on the summer to do list thing, I wanted to briefly mention that about three days ago my boyfriend was over and we made our first rave kandi bracelet! For those that don't know what they are just follow this link: rave kandi cuff
I've never actually made one of these before so this was kind of a challenge but it was fun and great bonding time.
here's a pic of mine:

Now on to the to do list! lol

After coming back from Anime Central I've been in a "GO MAKE SOME COSPLAYS" mood.  And so I've been talking w/ a good friend of min named Jax about new cosplays to make over the summer and we plan on loosing weight too.  I'm super excited b/c Jax in my book is a damn good seamstress and cosplayer. With her help she can make me a masta blasta at cosplay too! I can sew fairly well but she's a beast! lol We are also trying to loose weight b/c we both decided to enter in a cosplay bikini contest in August at this convention called Natsucon! And yes these types of events do exist.  I was worried about b/c I immediately thought of someone being raped or creeped on but the people running the contest said that this contest is 18+ meaning both contestants and viewers have to be 18 or over.  And just in case someone wants to get all touchy and creepy I shall have my bf there to whoop some ass! >8D lol lol Though of course us ladies can sometimes be catty and what not me and Jax are trying to scope out the competition so far and yes we have been judging other girls like bitches lol but it's all in good fun. The swimsuit cosplay I plan on doing is Villetta Nu's from Code Geass! Luckily she has a swimsuit and I don't have to come up w/ one off the top of my head. My friend Jax is still trying to figure out which one she wants to do.

This is the outfit I plan on making and loosing weight for. I have two months to loose 20 pounds....I think I can do this! ^0^

The other cosplay I plan on making for the con is the female Garterbelt  from the show Panty and Stocking with Garterbelt!

Here's what Garterbelt looks like:

and this is the one i just drew up that i plan on making:

don't mind this ugly sketch >w< I can draw better than this I swear XD lol

I'm still in love with Judas baby

Being the huge Gaga fan myself I must talk about her new album Born This Way.


I absolutely love it! I've only heard about 4 songs from it but thats b/c I refuse to hear anymore w/out buying the album! I actually think I might break down and just download it but even then I would still buy it! The love I have for Gaga is freakin ridiculous! This album just has so much meaning and touches my fuckin soul. ALTHOUGH my favorite album of hers is The Fame Monster.  Born This Way is real close to snatching the spot for me. 


Now I know a lot of people are all like "I like old gaga best" and yadda yadda. To be honest I'm going to be real blunt about it. If you are going to be that way please don't call yourself a "Little Monster" or a Gaga fan at all.  Not every artists stays exactly the same if they did they will become boring as hell and very predictable.  And even if you aren't that big a fan of her new album now just continue to support her. And who knows, her next album may be completely different from this one! Which I hope it is! She keeps me on my toes! <3 I can't wait to get my tattoo from one of her lyrics!

I'm just a holy fool

Not as fun as I thought.

Soooo I've been uber pumped about going to Anime Central this past weekend and it turned into a flop.  There was the issue of which hotel to stay at so most of my con friday was spent looking for a place to stay.  Luckily a friend of mine offered me and the friends I was with a room to stay in.  BUT he wanted more money for the room from what we originally planned on paying so half of my money went to that!  And since most of my money went to that I only had enough to by a one day badge and I didn't get to buy anything in the dealer's room b/c of it.  And this is just the icing on the cake.  To add on to that, since I was in line waiting about an hour trying to get a badge I missed a panels, performance by the band Flow and I missed the h.Naoto fashion show.  I thought I was about to literally break down.  And don't get me started on the lame ass dj's at the rave! I wasn't feelin it at all!  I liked the music more that was played last yr. *sigh* next yr things are going to go my way.  I'm going to plan all this shit out now so I can be ready not stressed.  I would rant on more but I'm I think I'm going to end it here. I think you all got the point that I was disappointed. 

New stuff and excitement!

Soooo a friend of mine helped me get photoshop and now I'm in heaven playing around on it. ^0^ I've made some tweeks to my header picture w/ Momoko Ogihara. One of these days I will make a completely new header with more awesomeness!  I've  also created a signature for myself.

new siggy...well my first ever >w<

Now my excitement is from the convention thats happening tomorrow! It's called Anime Central and it's one of the biggest anime conventions in the midwest...if not the biggest. I'm mostly excited to see people I haven't seen in a long time. And I'm also cosplaying there! I wanted to have at least three cosplays but I ran out of time for making them. I'm only doing one this yr b/c of that! T.T But over the summer I have like three new cosplay projects to do. Though I will be taking lots of pics of my adventure this weekend. Oooh! Ooh! I totally forgot that one of the guests at the con will be h.Naoto! The designer himself will be there and will be having a fashion show aaannnddd one of my friends got accepted to be in his fashion show! Too excited!

h.Naoto designer

here are some of his works:

5月13日：I'm not on hiatus!

It's been a little while since I posted but thats mostly due to school. The last two weeks of school have been nothing but essays and projects. But I just had my last class yesterday so now I'm free as a bird! I had planned on making a post last night but blogger was still down and not letting me log in T.T


I also took pics of my outfit of today. 

my fav Steve Madden shoes! <3

I actually had plans on hanging out w/ bf or some friends but it seems everyone is busy or gone somewhere. So I basically got dressed for nothing so instead of ripping my clothes off in anger I decided to take pics of my outfit and post it here. >w< lol

I'm also really glad school is over b/c it gives me more time to work out! I've gained too much weight here. I'm my highest weight ever! Yeah I'm most definitely about to work my ass off and back to my original size! I also plan getting my belly pierced this summer! I'm also thinking about getting my eyebrow pierced but I may do that some time later....maybe in the fall.

5月3日 outfit and make up post

I finally have my camera back to take full body shots of my outfits but I'm thinking that I want a new camera all together. 

I really liked this outfit but I feel like so many things are missing...like accessories! I'm lacking in the bracelets and necklaces department. I need to invest in those more. v.v

(pretend you don't see my back fat XD lol)

the patch thats on my vest

my make up close up

I was just playing around when I took this pic but I liked how it turned out.