私はメイドです！

My maid dress came in the mail the other day! I'm suuuppppeerr freakin happy! I have wanted one for years and now it's finally in my grasps! For those who don't remember one of my main reasons for getting it is because I am now apart of a maid cafe at an anime convention!

The otaku in me was screaming when I tried this on.  One of my life goals have been met! lol lol I kept it on for some hours too. I made sure no such thing as dirt landed on it! All I need now is a petticoat, some thigh highs and some flats.

I want the next maid dress I get to be pink! I want a collection!

I made it in!

Specifically I made it into a MAID CAFE!! One that I can actually attend and be apart of with out having to travel the country lol.

I auditioned for a maid cafe in St. Louis (my home town) that's at an anime convention called Anime St. Louis (a.k.a ASTL). The cafe itself is called Honey Tea Maid Cafe. Even though I knew some of the girls in it already I was still really nervous about getting in or not. ESPECIALLY since I turned in my audition late!

Now that that stress is over a new one arises. I don't have a maid dress!!! @.@ Nor do I haz monies to get one. So I did what any girl would do....I cried and begged mama lol  lol. Thankfully my mom was totally down and helped me out. I should be ordering the dress sometime this week (I wonder what she's gonna make me do for this >.>).
This is the dress I will be purchasing (I will be getting the black one):

 

The girls that I said I knew that are already in the maid cafe are Lisha and Moni! 

Although after being at the cafe when it first started I started to get to know the other maids as well ^.^ I'm not the only one who got in. I think three other girls and two guys to be butlers! I'm excited and nervous all at the same time! More excited though! 私の夢は叶いました！(My dream come true! lol)

For those wandering, the convention starts April 12th-14th 2013

Anime St. Louis

Be-lated Valentine's Day post!

Always seem to do these things late lol -sigh- Well anyway here it is!

I didn't really want to do anything too special this year. I just wanted to spend all the time I could with the my lover lol. So we basically had a Valentine's week instead of day. We were together the whole week. On Valentine's Day we just went out for sushi and then went to the autoshow here in Chicago again. I love going there! Maybe next year we will plan something graaannndd to celebrate our 4 years together. Imma buy some fancy ass lingerie lol. Anyway here of some pics from V-day and us at the autoshow.

My make and outfit check!

 

Yeah these pants were pink as hell and I love them!

 

I actually wound up changing my shoes b/c it was really cold outside.

Walking into the autoshow convention center!

 

 

Me and my future car lol. I'm in love with that white Range Rover!  Please be miiiinnee!! <3

 

Them butterfly doors <3

 

fucking inception! a picture within a picture!

 

huurr duurr

 

This matte black Lamborghini is loovveee!!

 

 

aaayyyyyeee!! lol lol

 

Chuuuu~<3

 

white Mitsubishi Outlander Sport.

 

This is the black Mitsubishi is the same as that white one. I'm soooo getting this black one. A lot more affordable than that Range Rover.....which I still want lol lol You all think I'm kidding. I'm getting this Mistubishi. I ride foreign! >8D lol

And here's a pic of later that night >83 -wiggles eyebrows- lol

 

Arbor Mist is cheap but it's good as fuck! lol Love it!

ALSO! For my gal circle Gal*luxy I made a little love/luck spell jar! Collectively all the members made and did something special for v-day! Sadly I posted mine too late for it to be on the website so here it is. You can check what every one else did here!

 

(click it to see it bigger)

 

If you dare to believe, with just a little love and luck, may your wishes come true! 

 

Forever and A Day...

...Or at least that that's how it seems since the last time I posted on here!

I am not dead! Most of you know that b/c you either have me on added on Facebook or follow my tumblr.  For those of you that don't this is a reminder lol.

Oh man there's a lot that has happened to me and to be honest it would take a couple more days worth of posts.  But I wish to continue on posting from life at this point.  So what I am going to do is a quick run down of what's been going on!


~ I am back in school now! YAY! BUT!...I am at a different school. It's still in Chicago too. I now go to The Illinois Institute of Art - Chicago.  So far I'm liking it a lot.  Granted I still have my procrastination ways on doing work but other than that I really like my classes. EXCEPT for one....it's a 3D modeling class and not the kind with clay but on the computer using a software called Maya. I'm going to let this be known now....I HATE MAYA! That freaking program is impossible w/ out at least some prior knowledge to using it.  I feel like a lamb thrown in a lion's den lol (I laugh but I really cry on the inside v.v).  I'm determined to just pass this class so that I can get on to other classes I like.  My other two classes are Color Theory and Language of Animation (a.k.a Animation 101).  Those two classes I love!  Right up my alley!  And my professors are fuckin awesome too! I may even be posting some of my work from those classes on here sometime soon!


~ Also now that I'm back in Chicago for school that also means I'm living here again!  This time I'm not in a dorm but an apartment.  Apartments are waaaaaaaayyyyy cheaper than the dorms.  Saves a lot of money.  But in this new apartment I also got my old gal roomie back!!!  Me and Tomo are together again and have already started tearin up the town! lol I'm so glad to have her as my roomie again.  Let the good times roll! I will be posting a "house vid" soon of what our place looks like.  Also, we have a dog named London. He's cute but a bad ass lol. (I bet some people think we are a lesbian couple lol)

~ Another good thing about being back in Chicago is I get to be closer to my bf!!  We see each other a lot more often now. I really hate being a part from him for so long.  Especially since we have been in this relationship for some years now (three years and going strong).  All we wanna do is be near each other lol.  Time to make more memories with the bf! Valentine's Day is coming up and can't wait to spend the day with him! 

~ Gal news time!  Ok so some of you may know and some may not but a new midwest gal circle has sprung from the ashes! It is called GAL*LUXY! It's a gal circle that consists of gaijin gals from the midwest area of the United States. So we have girls in it from Missouri, Illinois, Indiana and Ohio.  It's ten girls strong right now and we will be opening up applications in April I believe! You should totally check out our fb page and website.  I will link you to both!

Gal*luxy FB

Gal*luxy web page

Oh and before I end this post I must not forget to say that I have a new piercing! I got my eyebrow pierced and I love it!!! I will add some pics of myself how I look now too.

 

these two pics above this text were taken on my phone! I got an iphone4 and couldn't be happier! now I just need to find a cute case for it!

So long for now! I'll be back soon!! <3

Motionless In White concert experience

 

(Me and Sam out in the cold lookin silly...well me at least lol)

Ok soooooooo

I had already paid for my ticket online and printed it out. My boyfriend and my friend Sam were going to buy their tickets at the venue. Terrible mistake. We wound up an hour late which was somewhat ok b/c the band hadn't gone on yet. There were three opening acts. So as we go up to the venue door we see a sign that says "Sold Out". My heart dropped. And to make it worse I found out that it sold out earlier that day. Basically if we had gotten there earlier we wouldn't have been in that predicament. Now I still had my ticket and I could go but I didn't want to leave my bf and friend. I was the one who dragged them out there in the first place. We just stood outside for a while trying to get extra tickets from people. We weren't the only ones out there doin that either. There were a lot of people upset that they couldn't get in.

So after standing outside for a while not knowing what to do a man over hears our convo and asks to buy my ticket off of me for his daughter. He said that she's really upset and is crying in the car over it. At first we didn't believe him but then he shows us his car and I see the girl in there. Out of the goodness of my heart I agree to it. He paid me 20 bucks for it, more than what I actually paid which was 16. As the girl came out the car I could tell she had been crying (she looked like teenager too...15 maybe). But here's what gets me....this bitch did not thank me nor did she even look in my face. Her father thanked me though. If I was in her situation I would of been hugging the fuck out of that person! Well no matter my conscience felt good. I expect some good karma to come my way lol. I guess you could say some did. Right after I helped that girl I turn around to see Chris fuckin Motionless (lead singer). He was peeking out of his trailer van getting pizza. I also saw Ricky Horror (guitarist) in the background! In that moment I could of died. From that point on I knew what my mission was. To stay and wait out this concert so I could see him and the band after the show and hopefully get a picture! Luckily and thankfully my friend Sam and my bf were down to ride it out with me.

While waiting in the cold we met a few friendly people who were coming in and out of the concert and others still trying to get in like us. Nice to make some random friends. After a while we really couldn't put up w/ the cold anymore so we went inside to the bar area of the venue and got some foods and drinks. I could hear the band playing through the walls. I felt like crying and bashing my head in v.v. Soon enough we saw people leaving and we dashed for the door and waited over by the van. Me and Sam felt hella old b/c there were some other girls there waiting too who were in the age range of 13-16. Like they were fangirling the fuck out and being hella annoying. I used to fangirl over bands, hell I still do but I never acted like the way they did. I wanted to punch them all and felt sorry for the band members having to deal it as well. What also really upset me was some scrawny ass guy who tried to have some authority over us and yelling at us. Nigga I'm a grown ass woman! Yell one more got damn time we gon' have a problem. I'm not like these 13 yr olds out here actin a fool. I was just ready to get my pic and head the fuck out before I started a brawl.

About 20 minutes later Chris Motionless comes out and everyone got into a line. I was third in front! When my turn came around I was nervous as fuck. I couldn't even look at him in the face for more than two seconds >w< . Sam took the pic. It was really dark so she tried to edit it to make it brighter. I think she did a mighty fine job! lol This pic may be grainy as fuck but I love it anyways. He was a sweetheart. 

One day when they come back I WILL go see them live and I WILL have a better camera on me. I want a pic w/ the whole band next time!! >8D

Well yeah...that's what happened. I went. Didn't get to into the venue but I got a piccy. I'm semi-satisifed lol.

My new obsession: Motionless In White

I love music and I love when I find new things to listen to. Recently (about three weeks ago) I came across a band called Motionless in White. I'm not really sure on what genre to put them in but if I had to I would say horror metalcore/post-hardcore w/ a dash of industrial lol.

I'm surprised myself that I've fallen this hard for them. I haven't felt this way about an American band since 30 Second's to Mars's first album, which was in like 2006-07? For a some years I just stayed w/ foreign rock groups and shit from the early 2000's.

I simply cannot get enough of their sound and look. Love a man in make up! I'm constantly talking about them on facebook and reblogging pics of them on tumblr. I even remembered every one of their members names and what they play in less than three days. It usually takes me a while >w< I'm too ready.

During my constant reblogging of them on tumblr something hit me. I need to see them live! And lucky for me they are on tour right now and will be in Chicago the same time I will be there for my bf's b-day! FATE I TELL YOU!! FATE!!!! The concert is Dec. 13th...sooo basically next week lol. So now I'm dragging my bf and two other friends w/ me to the concert. I had gotten my ticket like two days ago but I still feel so anxious. I haven't been to a concert in a loooonnnggg time...not since 2008 when I went to the rockstar taste of chaos tour. Wait...well....I saw the Japanese band LM.C this past spring at Anime Central (anime convention). But I don't count con concerts lol >w<  Lets just say I haven't seen an American band since 2008.

 

This was the first song I heard by them, "Devil's Night". After this it was a match made in paradise. I went and listened to all of their other songs too. And I got both of their albums (there's only two out so far). They look sexy as hell headbanging in the rain...just sayin v.v

 

Another one of my favs is "Puppets". This song gets me amped as fucckk!!

 

I'm too ready for this concert. I CANNOT WAAAAAIIIITTT!!!! FFFFFFFFFFFFF

But of course you have the shit heads on youtube who like to diss on the comments. I've seen some people saying if they didn't wear make up they'd be good. How the fuck does wearing make up constitute whether or not a band is good or not!?!?!?! If it's good then it's good! Who gives a fuck if they like wearin eyeliner. If the talent is there then get the fuck over it. I'm tired of these bands and singers comin out in jeans and t-shirts anyway lookin like truckers and trailer trash. Where are the entertainers!?!?!?  -sigh- whatever man.

 

But yeah...they are my new thing. I loves them. And I will be taking my parents camera so I can record and take piccies! PEACE OUT GIRL SCOUTS!