LOL wut (quick post)

So I lost my phone last night.

I will never have a phone as good as that one ever again. Me and my family are too broke right to even think of getting a phone like that again. -sigh-

It was fun having a smart phone for a while.

Oh and about that Christmas list...I can just expect to receive nothing on it. My mother told me if they get me a new phone then that's all I will get for Christmas. I guess I should turn that list into a "want list" then.

This also means friends will be getting late Christmas gifts b/c my mom had originally planned on helping me get them. Not anymore. I hate not having money.

You are probably thinking "why not get a job?" I will smack a mother fucker for saying such shit. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET A JOB! I filled out at least 10 applications and bothered the fuck out of the places to see if I can get hired. Nothing. Literally nothing. No call backs. Nothing.

This whole issue is far beyond just Christmas gifts. It's a money issue. The one issue that kills me the most. To be honest it's also tearing my family apart but that's a whole nother' story that I'm not getting into now.

I think what I need to do now is cry out my pain, eat some cookies, meditate, and continue to be positive.

X-mas list revamped, gifts and other random thoughts lol

My X-mas List!

- copic markers

- tablet (for drawing)

- eyeshadow palette

- house shoes (A friend of mine is getting me these!)

- new snow boots

- Betsey Johnson purse ( I saw some on ebay for reeaalllyy affordable prices! like $40! @0@)

- anime convention badges! (b/c I'm a nerd lol) 

 

 

 

I know this isn't  much different from the one I posted before but I wanted to put it up. I also have some New Year's resolutions. One of them is for my family to be financially stable again. We are going through some tough times v.v I guess al we can do is continue working hard. Hopefully it will pay off in the end.

 

But I wish not let those things get my spirits down and nor do I want to make others sad. I want to keep this jolly spirit alive...at least for the holidays. I want to get small presents for my friends. They deserve it! I'm currently making a list for them too.

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Not related to the topic above but I have been thinking about making a video. I dunno about what but I feel like maybe I can connect w/ people better if they were able to put a voice w/ a face. I mean I had made a New Year's vid I think for 2010 and I only said a few words in it. I think I might do something similar. I'm so shy and weird though. I feel dumb talking into a camera lol and making eye contacting w/ that lense is just frightening lol. I'm a wreck I know lol.

On another random note my gal pal/sister/friend Yuka is living out her dream in Japan right now! She's always been determined to become an Akiba Idol and she's finally getting a shot at it! She had gotten an audition and performed at several places in Akihabara in front of an audience and it was shot live on Nic Nico Douga (Japanese youtube). They weren't able to record the auditions but you could of watched them on niconico douga. Sadly I do not have an account on there so I missed them but I was cheering for her in spirit! I'm so excited for her and proud of her!  がんばってねユカちゃん！

 

 

 

 

 

LOVE is in the air!

Today is a very special day b/c this marks me and my bf's two year anniversary! This is THE longest relationship I've ever been in and I couldn't be happier! The down side is we are apart right now so we are celebrating over the phone ;A; But me and him are used to this long distance so we will be ok. We made plans for when I go back to Chicago to have a be-lated anniversary party ^.^

 

Me and Blake-ums pixelated! lol <3

 

We is so beautious! lol lol

 

This pic was taken on the day we first met! We were at Mitsuwa!

 

This was taken at the Chicago Comic Con

 

us on facebook ameba pico! lol

 

lawl XD

Well I'm done spamming pics of us >w<. If I had continued this post would of been extremely long for no reason lol. But yeah...anyway....I LOVE YOU BLAKE!!! And I hope to continue on the love that we have!

ヽ(*ﾟ▽ﾟ)ﾉ☆.｡.:*･♡

Always evolving (lengthy & super pic heavy lol)

So my gal pal Lisha made a post about her style and how it has evolved over the yrs and so I got inspired to do the same. I actually never made a post like this one before and not many people have actually seen me from "back in the day" lol. So I am going to share w/ you all now!


When I first heard of gal maybe sometime back in late 2007 I told myself I wanted to be like those girls! Hot and glamorous lol! Though at the age I was my collection of make up was lacking and all I had was eyeliner! I only wore foundation for like dances and stuff b/c I thought of foundation as something "fancy" lol

 

Here's me (junior in high school). Hardly any eyeliner not looking gal AT ALL lol. But this was the very beginning. And the girl next to me is my Korean sister Geunhwa Lee but most just called her "Emily" lol. I miss her a lot, she's in New York now T.T 저는 당신이 그리워요 당신을 사랑 해요!

Now these pics is where I added a bit more make up

 

I guess throwin up the peace sign made me more "cool" LOL man I was lame XD my phone camera at the time was lame too lol

 

I actually liked my make up here but you can hardly see it b/c of my lame camera on my lame phone >w< lol

NaijaBarbie's First Give Away!

She's a really cool girl w/ a down to earth style! Not to mention that her first give away is awesome and you should join it! And if you don't join it then pray that I will win! LOL XD

 

Go to her page to find out more details about the giveaway! http://naijabarbieng.blogspot.com/2011/11/my-first-giveaway.html

 This giveaway closes on January 15, 2012. Good luck!

Black Friday and my x-mas list!

-sigh- Where to start lol
My black Friday experience was equally good and bad. The good part actually has little to do w/ buying anything. I had went to the midnight openings for Kohl's and Best Buy w/ my mom, brother and my bestie Lori. For some reason my brother was really amped in the car. He was saying things like how he was going to fight everyone to get to the front of the line and that he was gonna do it like how Theseus fought, LMAO. For those who don't know, Theseus is or was a man from Greek mythology and I dunno if this is correct or not but he was half man half god? But eventually went on to live in Olympus w/ the other gods. Now my brother mentioned him only b/c hours before we went to the stores my family had went to see the movie Immortals which was based on the story of Theseus. My brother was just making us laugh our hearts out b/c of how serious he was XD Just that made my night.

The other part that made this adventure fun was that I got the Motley Crue greatest Hits cd for 9 bucks! @0@ I was on cloud nine!! lol

 

Now on to the part that pissed me off. So my brother has been begging for an Ipodtouch for some months now. Knowing my parents I thought they would of turned him down. But to my surprise my mother goes on and buys it for him (it 150 bucks plus another 30 for insurance!)! I would of been ok w/ this I had gotten something too.  I didn't even ask for much! All I really wanted that night (or morning lol) was the Lady Gaga monster ball tour dvd which was on sale for 16 bucks. My mother looked at it and then put it down and said "maybe later." I was raging in my mind at that point but I didn't let it show. But then I noticed my mom had bought herself a dvd which was 19 bucks! So now I'm thinkin "WTF BITCH! THIS IS MORE EXPENSIVE THAN THE DVD I WANTED!" I really don't understand her logic at all. I kept my cool though b/c I didn't want to cause a scene. Though now little does my mother know she has put herself in a tight spot. I made a plan....and that plan is my christmas list! There are two main things on it that I want. If I get neither I will most certainly black mail her! So you you can buy my brother expensive shit yet I get what? A fleece blanket!? I don't think so! If anything my brother deserves nothing! His grades are atrocious and he hardly does any chores around the house! I wish they would tell me what he has done to deserve such gifts! And yes I know the holiday season's aren't about what gift's you get or how expensive they are but you would think being a good child, doing chores and getting good grades would amount to something. But to reward the bad is not good either. -sigh-  I'm going to just meditate on this b/c I feel like thats the only thing that will calm me. v.v

My X-mas List!

- copic markers

- tablet (for drawing)

- eyeshadow palette

- house shoes

- new snow boots

- Betsey Johnson purse ( I saw some on ebay for reeaalllyy affordable prices! like $40! @0@)

And so far that's all I want but the first two are what I really want! If I get neither I will be really upset. If I get nothing on this list I will kill every living thing around me. lol just kidding! But I will rage like a mad man.

Well anyway I hope some of you had a better black Friday experience! Also tell me about your x-mas list! Or something you really want! ^.^

The wild side! Bad ass fashion! (very pic heavy)

Lately I have been listening to all my favorite old rock/metal bands from the 70's, 80's, 90's and some 2000's. I have always been a rock and metal fan (and so has my father lol). Some of bands I was listening to were Mötley Crüe, Iron Maiden, Twisted Sister, Slayer, Metallica, Anthrax, KISS, HIM, Megadeath, Skidrow etc... Just listening to these bands and their songs made realize on why and how I had gotten into rock fashion and style. Especially in middle school I was a little skater kid mad at the world lol.

When high school came around I went towards a more "girly" look but my music taste never changed. And then gal magically appeared before me lol When I first got into gal I was obsessed w/ thought of looking like the girls from EGG or Popteen. But the more I tried to be that way the more I felt unhappy b/c I wasn't really being myself. Then I realized all of the other categories of gal and found rock kei! I shat bricks at that moment! lol lol

Recently I have been head over heels in love w/ the mode style, which I still am. But at times I feel like it's not "rock" enough for me. I mean I don't mind dressing one way or the other. One day I can be totally mode gal and then rock gal the next. I think it would be cool if I could fuse the two some how as well. But instead of all this experimenting I wish to "go back to my roots" sort of speak" lol. I haven't done rock kei in a looooonngg time. And with all this new inspiration that I have I think I can pull it off!

And whats this inspiration that I speak of you say!?! Weellll I have been seeing a lot of rock styles, western though, that have caught my attention and I wish to share w/ you all!

 

I lost my black lipstick! I'm not a happy camper! ToT